It's been a while since I've given an update in my Corona Virus diaries.
So where am I today in all this now that it's the middle of May?... To be perfectly honest, I'm not sure. As is now and was before, there is still so much conflicting information, it's all been turned into a political game so you have no idea who is telling the truth about this thing and who isn't..
Lot's of doctors and nurses have come out on social media over the last few weeks saying we are being lied to and telling us what they are seeing first hand. Lots of people who we 'thought' we could trust have been discredited in a big way, yet, main stream media along with federal, state and local governments are still playing the hype card.
Certain big box stores are requiring shoppers to wear masks or they aren't letting you in, our Constitutional Rights have been spit on, stepped on and trampled on and no one is doing anything about it. People who wear masks are shaming and fighting with others in public who don't, people are spying on others and reporting them to authorities (yes it does sound like Nazi Germany, you would be correct in that thought.).
So where am I an in all of this.. I am pretty much the same as I always have been and maybe just a bit more cautious but not for myself, it's for my Mr. He's sixty - two years old and he does have underlying health conditions that are nothing to shake a stick at. So we have not been going out at much but we will go out and run errands when we have too. We do not wear masks,we do not wear gloves. We do wash our hands when we come home, change our clothes and take our shoes off at the door. I do try and keep the inside of the car wiped down and I do try and clean all door handles, knobs and electronics often, more often than I used to.
But, my real position with all this is, I'm with God. Do I believe that God will do what I want Him too? No, I believe He will do what is best for us. We are all going to die one day, none of us can get away from that. Do I want to die yet or my husband? Of course not but, that's not in our hands. That's in His hands. He decides the time, the day and the why. I have put my faith in Him and have as best I can each day to accept whatever He decides. We live like we always did. For that day and we don't worry about the next.
How are you? Where are you in all this?